post death dream

this is the death of my father
who left without saying goodbye
caught by surprise as he was
and we begin wading through
the debris of coming to the end of
how things always have been

last night my father showed up
in my dream and I told him about the
credit card and how it no longer
mattered what was or was not
the balance/the limit
for he was now Dead

so soon he appeared to me
we were in a car floating through
some intersection as if
neither of us was driving
but both of us were trying
to figure this thing out