I Found Myself

When I said that
I had found myself
You thought I meant
I discovered who I was
Finally
And happily
After all this time
What you didn’t understand
Was that
When I said that
I had found myself
I meant that
I stumbled upon myself
(almost tripped over myself actually)
Lying on the floor
Undone
Once again
With not knowing
Anything
Anymore
I sometimes fool myself
Into thinking that
This is all a lesson and
If I learn what I am
Supposed to
It will all unfold just
Right
But the more I
Thought about that
Today the more I
Realized that the only lesson
That seems to
Really
Be there is this:
Welcome to your life